Lyrics

Recovery surprisingly
felt like coming out of a cave
Recovery repeatedly
felt like being spit on the shore after a tidal wave

And as it turns out, I'm not alright

Recovery's velocity
felt like trying to breathe with a partially punctured lung
Recovery was killing me
like my blood circulating and oxygenating was superfluous

And as a searchlight fading out I'm malfunctioning in the dark of night
crashing like waves

Could anybody tell me why my body's nailed to the floor
I wish I knew what we were arguing about anymore
The issue's unidentifiable and cannot be cured

Maybe it's just time
To admit that I
Maybe I'm not fine
That I'm not alright

Recovery frustratingly
Wasn't synchronized onto the timeline I told it to be
A mystery, what's ailing me
complications of stress, the residual effects are catching up to me

Could anybody tell me why my body's nailed to the floor
I wish I knew what we were arguing about anymore
The issue's unidentifiable and cannot be cured

Maybe it's just time
To admit that I
Maybe I'm not fine
I'm not alright

Maybe it's just time
To look at myself
And to get the help I need
To get myself right

Symptomatic, automatic, post traumatic, problematic, unapologetic

I need more time
I just need more time